the cat and the godfather...

where is my place in this world i'm not of?
what is this state of being?
what is its purpose...to live and to love?
will death ever take what is seeing?
day after day, just an actor in a play,
where is the peace that i seek?
rest from thinking of mind is bliss...
to be or not to be...
in my head i know that i am not,
what do i do with that?
seems like the me that is not has nine lives...
just like that darn cat!
i am much like the godfather...
must it always be lose or win?
just when i thought i was out...
they pull me back in again...
but who is they? the cats in the hat!
will thought ever leave me be?
wake up silly one...remember what you are!
acceptance sets it all free...
there is no waker...there is no dreamer...
who in the world could it be?
there is only waking and dreaming...
of ONE reality...
tlc...